Cursed Class of 2007 - Tamer Said Mostafa
Nobody ever taught us how to cope with ourselves,
how to awaken a fentanyl-laced anesthesia
as if the heavens we fabricated, would descend
from all directions. Instead, we risked fracturing
the wicked sculpture of a skull on pavement
for old, sacred toys to make it unscathed and count
backwards behind a closet door. The mortality
was spontaneous at the outset, its thin spine visible
in a brass casing that could persuade even the best
of us. One anniversary later, we are convinced
redemption is best suited for the pessimists
too foolish to ruminate over their fortuitous nature.
(For our senior class project, we made a short film
about a student chaperoned by an executioner
whose hologram rationalizes the city and its
potential.) Nowhere did anyone think the omens
were self-inflicted, that there may have been phenomena
of children hanging paper mache figurines
through the wrist, and within reach to replace us.
Tamer Said Mostafa (he/him/his) is a therapist, poet, and storyteller from Stockton, California. His work has appeared in literary journals and magazines such as Glass, Confrontation, Prairie Schooner, and Freezeray among others. Tamer is a Best of the Net and Pushcart nominee, and a graduate of the Creative Writing program at University of California, Davis.